Seen-zoned....

Hey, how was your day? I guess...that's probably not the right way to start a conversation after after you been "seen-zoned" or is it? Well, how does it matter or does it? Am I drunk? Absolutely not! But I kinda wish I was. But I am definitely high on a writing spree 🙃 If that's a thing.

Maybe you are right, distance, compatibility, there are a lot of factors involved. But as humans, were we really meant to follow patterns? As Naval Ravikant said “Specialisation is for insects” and maybe that’s true, maybe as humans we were meant to be absurd, live in the hues, with the constant built in system inside us to crave things.

Well psychology and neurology is your forte, but a place where life wants you dead, and death wants you to live, maybe that's where I come in, with the constant battle between these words of chaos and desire to ink them down with peace. Maybe I belong among the absurdity of human hues, where silence is a thing and caring for others without really expecting anything in return is a reality.

They say if you really want something bad enough, the universe conspires to give it to you. But what is the process of manifesting someone who is truly out of this universe? The time is 1:13 AM right now, and the only witnesses I have is the rain, the slight breeze from the window in front of me and my Spotify who decided to sing Photograph by Ed Sheeran.