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Honestly, I really don't know if I completely believe in all those prophecy and destiny shit, but they say "people linked by destiny will always find each other whether you believe in it or not". And Oh this hurts! , the news that you are moving even farther away from me. And I know this for sure, that my heart will continue to ache for you even more. I understand that maybe I am just another stranger to you but the heart, it doesn't want to listen to logic anymore. I don't know what brought us together, but I want to get close to you, know you, and be with you.

Coming across Satvik's reel, reading your comment were things that were beyond my control. I can't explain what I went through at those moments but for some reason I just had to text you. A number of things could have gone the other way, like what if you had deactivated your account around that time, I wouldn't have been able to read your comment, wouldn't have dropped that text and certainly would not end up writing this for you now. The universe works in magical ways and it certainly has its own way of weaving chaos into amazing stories. You drop a text and I say more in 5 mins to you than I have said to anyone else in weeks. I literally go "kid mode" when I talk to you.

Warning⚠️: Cliche imagination ahead!!
You hummed "hum tum kitne paas hai kitne door hai chaand siraate" once and I have it at the top of my liked songs on Spotify. I remember you telling me your favourite flower being tulips, favourite color torquise and purple, favorite food potol poshto, chicken, shorshe maach. I like how you say a lot more on voice notes and a lot less on texts. I want to wake up next to you, with your messy hair all over my face. I want to irritate you only to pamper you with kisses, want to hold you close to me and sync my heartbeats with yours while looking into your eyes. Ever since I have known you, I have grown as a person in ways I couldn't ever imagine in my wildest imagination and think was possible. I take risks, I do what my heart wants, I try to be a better person each day. Even if it doesn’t work out.

Amongst all the shit and nonsense I ever write and have written this is the most honest and blatant one. You mean so much to me and I don't wanna lose you ever, everytime I see you, you wreak havoc in my heart and I love it, cause you make me feel alive - everyday.